Friends? I don't believe in good friendships anymore. In my opinion, you are used and then thrown aside. Only when an indication strikes the 'friend' will suddenly remember your existence, oh how nice, imagine yourselves in my fucking shoe.

Bitches & Sluts. These are the ones that fucking trigger your anger when you have not been bothered bout their fucking life for a good long time. You fucking lowlifes, watch your backs cause karma's a bitch too.
P.S There is one particular slut who loves going around insulting me and my friends when you ARE so fake and flirts around even when you have your almighty I'm-so-in-love-girlfriend, yucks. YOU can fucking go fuck yourself. Don't act all righteous and morally inclined when you have none. BITCH.

 You know when your mind keeps on playing certain songs and it reminds you of events, people and certain things..I have been feeling that way for the whole damn day. 4th Nov, hurry up already.

 I never knew that playing a sport can make me feel so down. I feel fucking useless. Sorry team.

So, I was browsing through the MJ tribute video when I came across the 9/11 videos, I took a look at it and it sucked me in totally. I remembered watching fahrenheit 9/11 a few years ago and thinking through all the things that happened on the same day e.g. twin towers, pentagon, bush's reaction and how his admin dealt with it. Btw, there are videos showing his reaction when he heard of the first and second air-plane crash into the twin towers.
Many say that it was a conspiracy and I would agree to a certain degree. How can everything be so well-planned and yet Bush kept denying the fact that he didn't know anything of it at that point of time. His speeches and interviews, they do not tally and false statements could be seen everywhere, how can he prove himself to be helping america when he couldn't even lie flawlessly? 
Many died that day literally and technically, the ones trapped, jumped out of the building, in the airplane, family members of the victims, brave firefighters who risked their lives in order to save others and lastly America. The impact stayed on, what was left was 'ground zero', a very painful experience for all americans and anyone affected. 
Then it led me on to this thought of how people would never treasure things or would always take them for granted till something tragic happens. We expect, and usually never give much allowance in due to our expectation we held to that 'something'. We are so often selfish and hardly selfless as this world becomes more ruthless. Well, I've only one last thing to say and that is to treasure what you have, things/ people that have came into your life and love like there is no tomorrow. 

Dear God, please bless those that are still suffering from their loss in 9/11

You know when you exercise till your bodyaches? I swearrrrrr water therapy is the way to go.. Like swimming is still exercise right. But but but, the initial cold pool will contract your muscles and lessen the pain that has been trapped in your muscles.

I feeeeeeelllllllll better now...physically esp!
Back to MAB. Sian.

am I still sick. _|_

你的回話凌亂著.
在這個時刻.
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿.
甜蜜散落了.

情緒莫名的拉扯.
我還愛你吶.
而你斷斷續續唱著歌.
假裝沒事了.

時間過了走了.
愛情面臨選擇.
你冷了倦了我哭了.
離開時的不快樂.
你用卡片手寫著.
有些愛只給到這真的痛了.

this time all I want is you
there is no one else
who can take your place
this time you burned me with your eyes
you see past all the lies
you take it all away
I've seen it all and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away
I try to make my way to you
but still I feel so lost
I don't know what else I can do
I've seen it all and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away
don't give up on me yet
don't forget who I am
I know I'm not there yet
but don't let me stay here alone
this time all I want is you
there is no one else
who can take your place
I've seen it all and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away
take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away

So, Life is always making us walk in circles ainnit.

You, are sucha joke. I bet you don't even know, and for this, I actually pity you and for everyone around you.
Do remember, What comes around, goes around.
Good Luck, I think you need it, well, alot of it.

Kindly unspoken, you show your emotions...
Cause silence speaks louder than words

Let us sit back, relax, and let K work it's magic...

we are all afraid, and sometimes being afraid is good. Holding back becomes prominent.
But, what we constantly seek is assurrance..

I realise how much Celina has wise-up after talking to her about what I've mentioned above. She told me to stop thinking and just do it. Wow.

Chloe's right. It stinks. But, you want it more. Wtf. When all smiles are fake and pain is beneath that facade.
It hurts more when you can't say what you want. I hate how I'm typing. I should go bang my head against the wall now.

1. Biz Stat officially killed my brain and so are my classmates'
2. OB is erm. Yah erm.
3. Marley & Me gave me puffy eyes
4. Driving around Bukit Timah = Lost again(Hahahaha) but erm I'm now better equip with reversing and siam-ing skills
5. Mimolette should fucking brighten up the signs to direct people wtf to turn in Nb.
6. I feel old. Can't dance for long no more wth is my stamina hahaha
7. I miss alot of people
8. Okay byebye.